If I Take These Steps I'll Get There

I actually captured my self on camera sneezing, it is quite and amazing feat.

And this dirty filter is what I will never be and its what
Shows my soul and how I am nothing in all my exploits,
i see nothing past this vice and how i die every time i lose my self in my own words,
these words are my death and my birth everyday spoken,
past nothing i can see my self standing there in the dark alone , that is me and what i dream for every single waking moment.

we are born so fresh a golden prize
until you scrape that knee and quickly realize
that you're lost in a fog on the way to death
for a big fat line
a thick black line
so you better speak up
better raise that voice
so come on scream loud
all you girls and boys

let's get wild wild wild, let's rejoice
so come on, come on
i wanna hear that fuckin noise

oh the push and pull of everything
oh this nightmare of electricity
we are the living dead, yeah the living dead
that's the way it is that's the way it's always been
and oh that snake slithered past my house today
oh i heard he caught you on a dark highway
no the clouds didn't pour
they just grew into a storm
i can still hear the sound of the rolling thunder

God, put down your gun
can't you see we're dead
God put down your hand
we're not listening
God, put down your gun
can't you see we're dead
I said god put down your hand
we're not listening

oh we never were

i wanna fuck it up and i feel so alive and i feel.

Why are we all so alone here? All we need is a little more hope, a little more joy. All we need is a little more light, a little less weight, a little more freedom. If we were an army, and if we believed that we were an army, and we believed that everyone was scared like little lost children in their grown up clothes and poses; so we ended up alone here floating through long wasted days, or great tribulations.. While everything felt wrong. Good words, strong words, words that could've moved mountains. Words that no one ever said. We were all waiting to hear those words and no one ever said them. And the tactics never hatched. And the plans were never mapped. And we all learned not to believe. And strange lonesome monsters loafed through the hills wondering why.. And it is best to never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever ever wonder why. So tangle -- oh tangle us up in bright red ribbons! Let's have a parade. It's been so long since we had a parade, so let's have a parade! Let's invite all our friends. And all our friends' friends! Let's promenade down the boulevards with terrific pride and light in our eyes: twelve feet tall and staggering.. Sick with joy with the angels there and light in our eyes. Brothers and Sisters, hope still waits in the wings like a bitter spinster; impatient, lonely and shivering, waiting to build her glorious fires. it's because of our plans man; our beautiful ridiculous plans. Let's launch them like careening jetplanes. Let's crash all our planes in the river. Let's build strange and radiant machines at this Jericho waiting to fall.

if i take these steps, i'll get there.
so watch this one from far, far away,
its not you.
no not this time.
be happy.